The
heat rose like a living, breathing thing, expanding across the land as the day
brightened by degrees. The early morning
clatter of the birds faded, perhaps muted by the competing sounds of awakening
life.
The
boys began to stir; a light film of perspiration already covered their
brows. It was going to be another
Midwest scorcher. The glare of the sun
slid fluidly, like liquid gold, beneath the shades in their bedroom, casting
glowing fingers across their limbs.
Tommy
woke first, flinging an arm out and kicking the bed sheet aside. Sitting up, he rubbed the sleep from his eyes
and shook his twin brother Bobby.
"C'mon,
no more school, remember? Let's go
fishing!"
Bobby
woke from almost complete somnolence to alertness in one abrupt moment.
“Yeah,
let’s go,” he responded, leaping out of bed.
A
sense of excitement spurred the boys into action as they scrambled for shorts,
sneakers and yesterday's socks, discarded in a ball under their beds.
They
raced each other down the stairs, accompanied by shouts of joy, grabbed their
fishing poles from the back porch and were gone. The slam of the screen door punctuated their
departure.
Ellen
stood in the boys' bedroom doorway, hands thrust deep in her jeans
pockets. The commotion had been like the
burst of a machine gun, shattering her nerves. The sudden and complete silence that followed
helped restore her equilibrium.
At
27, Ellen looked much older. Her sandy
hair was pulled severely back into a ponytail.
Her slender build and pale complexion made her look frail and
vulnerable.
"God
how I love them,” she thought to herself, "but sometimes it's just so hard to cope with their energy and
exuberance.”
She
leaned against the doorframe, shoulders slumped, as if she needed the solidness
of the wood to keep her erect and connected to her surroundings. The tiredness in her eyes spoke of hard times
and lost hope.
She
loved summertime, the illusion that the sun is standing still and the future is
keeping its distance. It was as if the
planet had come lazily to a stop enabling her to hear the buzzing of the
dragonflies and breathe in the sweet smell of the wisteria and honeysuckle in
the yard.
The
long, slow days made her feel there was time for everything. She watched hypnotically as the twin model
airplanes, suspended from the ceiling in the boys' room, slowly turned in half
arcs, moving on air currents neither seen nor felt.
She
daydreamed about her own childhood summers on her parent's farm. She remembered how the period from June to
September seemed an eternity. Kids were
free to just be themselves, without school to tell them who they were. You could spend an entire
morning stone skipping on the pond, watching them bounce off the surface of the
water before sinking. Or lie on your back in a field of clover watching clouds
scud across the sky, and maybe later go for a Good Humor. You could lose your watch and not miss it for
days.
She
moved slowly to the boys’ beds and bent to straighten the disheveled covers.
Glancing up at the wall, her eyes fastened on a picture of a clipper ship,
sails billowing as it rode the open sea.
She remembered fondly a similar print, which had hung over her bed as a
girl. Her's had the figure of Christ in
the background, with outstretched arms, and the motto, "He is the Captain
of my ship, the Master of my fate,” stenciled on the bottom.
The
memory caused her to unconsciously straighten her back as a gentle smile graced
her face, softening its lines. She let
out a sigh as the heat of the day warmed her bones and the light pressed down
on her, bringing her focus back to the present.
Life
was somehow bearable once more, perhaps only for a few hours, but right now,
that was all that mattered.
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